One Emotional Mama!!

Tonight I'm so THANKFUL for so many things in my life.God has blessed me way more than I've ever deserved. I'm so thankful for my wonderful family!! I love each and everyone of them. I always knew I dreamed of being a mother.But never knew God's great plan for my amazing family!! Most people understand but some just don't! I love each of my children so so much! They all have there own special place in my heart that no one could ever replace. Tonight as I sit and watch my babies playing I just feel like crying.What if God would have never given me this amazing journey? My heart aches to have my sweet Aubrey home.She's so excited and happy to have a family!! Funny how you can love someone so much you've never met in person.Really not so funny!Just God!! God is wonderful and never fails to amaze me.I can't express the warmth my heart feels  As I see the joy in my daughter's eyes as she tells the guy taking the video she's leaving the country also.I know this will be a different experience than in the past with Aubrey being nine years old! But I think it will be amazing!! I will try and hold my self back not to scare her to death,but I tell you it will be hard not to just run and grab her up in my arms. Wouldn't it be great if she came to me with open arms!! A mama can wish can't she! I know my girl must be wondering where in the heck is my family! I would like you all to pray for safe travels and that God would prepare Aubrey's heart for her family.  I know there will be difficult times and I just pray God will be with me and help me deal with them in the best way possible. I can't wait to get my girl the medical treatment she needs. Who knows it may even hurt her know when she walks. We'll praying for speedy TA!!! Blessings everyone

ARTICLE 5 PICKED UP!!

We'll one more step down!Article 5 was picked up on the 5th so we are currently waiting on TA approval so we can bring our precious girl home!Wish I could say I was waiting patiently but were not supposed to lie! It's killing me!I need to go now. I keep telling myself God has this and his time is the perfect time. But My heart aches for my sweet girl to be home with her family. and my heart feels very happy that she is so excited that she has a family!This girl is ready to come home!!FULL SPEED AHEAD!!Now let's get this TA!!!Please add our family to your prayers.Please pray we'll ahave a wonderful safe trip and my girl will be ready to except all the love that is waiting for her. Anxious mama awaiting!!

WAITING WAITING AND MORE WAITING!!

We'll my God is so totally awesome!! Just a bit of an update first. We have had our cable letter approved and are currently waiting for article 5!!Which I'm praying by the end of the week we have this so we can HURRY HURRY and get TA to get our precious girl home. Ok for some more  exciting news!!!!! I checked my email this morning and a couple who adopted Aubrey's foster sister just got home a week ago and had several videos of my precious girl.Some she looks very happy and is smiling which warms my heart!In others she looks sad. Like, I thought I had a family coming also. My heart breaks when I see this sad little confused look. I think this other little girl came to the states also and we plan to keep them in touch. I really really need my sweet girl home.I got a new email of her being tuitored in english also but I can't get it to open.I have been so upset about that I couldn't stand it.Then my God sends me these three video's of her!! He always keeps reassuring me he has this!!I know he does!!He has been so wonderful and faithful to my family thru this adoption process!! and of course our whole life's!!Prayers please that I can have my girl with her family for Christmas!!! That may mean I have to be in China on Christmas but a mama has to do what a mama has to do. Just a bit longer my percious girl!!

WOOOHOOO I800 APPROVAL

Wow, were getting closer to getting our precious girl home! Got our I800 approval yesterday!!Now waiting on the letter from NVC!!! Then article 5.It won't be long sweet girl! I need my girl here for Christmas!!! She needs to see what the holidays are like with a family!! New memories!! I'm ready to travel. My mind is racing today so much going on.Trying to make sure I have everything ready so when they say come I'll say what took you so long!!  Prayers for my family and my precious girl please!Pray God will prepare her heart and ours.Pray we will all have a wonderful safe trip. I can't wait to hug my sweety and see a big smile on that sweet little face. I can't wait to see her playing with her brothers and sisters. To know and feel how important she is and how loved she is . I can wait to see if she likes her room and all her new clothes. I just want her to be happy and feel all the love we have for her.Blessings everyone

God Bless my PRECIOUS girl!!!

Good morning everyone! First off I'd like to ask you all to add my sweet sweet girl to your prayers.That God would protect her and prepare her heart for everything she is about to have. As I get up this morning looking for an update on my precious girl as I do every morning.My heart is very sad when I read how cruel and mean some people are!! It breaks my heart to think someone would make fun of my girl and tell her she's not worthy of coming to America and having a family.As I try and type thru my tears I can't explain how my heart is acheing for my precious daughter. She has lived in an orphange her whole life with alot of disabilities and never been made to feel as if she was worth anything.She has always dreamed of having a family!And now someone is trying to take her joy away about that and make her feel unworthy!!How dare them SHAME SHAME SHAME! I ask for you to keep me in your prayers also. Because I'm a very nice person UNTIL you mess with my babies and then not so nice. I pray things will speed up even more and I can get her home and give her the life she's always deserved. I love her so much!!and she's so very special to us.She does matter and she needs to know this. I thank God for my sweet friend Tammy who is tutoring her in english for me.She is so kind and when this was brought to her attention she IMMEDIATELY stopped tutoring and begin to reassure my precious girl how IMPORTANT and LOVED she is !!and how we know about her disabilities and we love her just the way she is!!! She said they had the translater to tell her many times to make sure that she understood.Thank God for caring people like her! I can't wait for Aubrey to have all her dreams come true and have her own family and home.Her own bed and clothes.and her own little pack of siblings that have her back! Let me tell ya!  She has some protective sisters and brothers that have her back. Praying for great news today!My girl needs me now!She needs to be with people who love and support her. On a positive note, my friend said she's a great student and is trying very hard. Baby girl you'll be just fine.We'll get you all the help you need. Love mom

My God is never late!!!!! LOA

We'll it's been a while since I've posted an update! We've had our ups and downs dealing with several different issues.But Thank God when I'm feeling down and sorry for myself he's always there for me.I have gotten several updates on my precious girl!!She is doing great and getting excited about coming home with her family!! Hoping to get new pictures soon!Will update when I do. We'll we finally got our LOA!! I know WOOOOHOOOOO! One step closer to my sweet girl being with her forever family. My God is so awesome and never fails to show up for me just when I need him the most! I ask you'll to add us to your prayer lists for fast I800 approval and that God will be prepare my precious girl for all the love she's about to get.Also for a wonderful safe trip! Hoping my girl can have her first Christmas with a family!! Yes she's nine but probaly never even got to celebrate.Can't wait to show my girl what family is all about!!Her family that loves her so much already!!! Been working on her room to keep myself busy.Ordered her bed which should arrive next week.That will be exciting. Hoping to update soon with I800 approval and new pictures!! God Bless you all!

WAITING AND WAITING!!!

We'll not much has happened since last post.Just waiting for LOA!! I will have I 800 ready to be mailed out. We sent or sweet girl another package and are currently waiting on an update and hopefully new pictures!! The wait is really hard now!So close but she is so far away !! I did find out my girls favorite song.It is so sweet and guess what its about?A girl and her mama and baba and how she wants kisses and hugs. and how she really doesn't know what love is.Sweet girl were going to show you really really soon!! Out of all the songs and this is her favorite.Sweet and sad!!Here it is on youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7vpVh3IG2Ho