One Emotional Mama!!

Tonight I'm so THANKFUL for so many things in my life.God has blessed me way more than I've ever deserved. I'm so thankful for my wonderful family!! I love each and everyone of them. I always knew I dreamed of being a mother.But never knew God's great plan for my amazing family!! Most people understand but some just don't! I love each of my children so so much! They all have there own special place in my heart that no one could ever replace. Tonight as I sit and watch my babies playing I just feel like crying.What if God would have never given me this amazing journey? My heart aches to have my sweet Aubrey home.She's so excited and happy to have a family!! Funny how you can love someone so much you've never met in person.Really not so funny!Just God!! God is wonderful and never fails to amaze me.I can't express the warmth my heart feels  As I see the joy in my daughter's eyes as she tells the guy taking the video she's leaving the country also.I know this will be a different experience than in the past with Aubrey being nine years old! But I think it will be amazing!! I will try and hold my self back not to scare her to death,but I tell you it will be hard not to just run and grab her up in my arms. Wouldn't it be great if she came to me with open arms!! A mama can wish can't she! I know my girl must be wondering where in the heck is my family! I would like you all to pray for safe travels and that God would prepare Aubrey's heart for her family.  I know there will be difficult times and I just pray God will be with me and help me deal with them in the best way possible. I can't wait to get my girl the medical treatment she needs. Who knows it may even hurt her know when she walks. We'll praying for speedy TA!!! Blessings everyone